Dear Diary... Mary's Diary

Ask and you shall receive!

June 8th, 2011

Today this boy confessed to me. I don't know but he just didn't work. I mean sure he was handsome but I felt... nothing... He is pretty popular and I'm thinking I might accept his confession but *Unintelligent scribbles* I just don't know! I mean I should like him right? At least all of my friends have crushes on him. Arg! I just don't know... I'm going to sleep on it and see if anything changes...

-Mary

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June 9th, 2011

Nothing... Nothing has changed... Not only did I end up not deciding what to do but he also wants his answer after school today... ARG! If I develop a case of Marie Antoinette Syndrome* I'm going to kill someone!

-Mary

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June 9th, 2011

What the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously can my life get any more confusing! Today the class before I was going to go meet up with "him" we had a show and tell class thing. Now that's not the problem. The problem is when it came to one classmates turn. My heart began to pound, I got sweaty, and I began to blush. How wonderful, right? WRONG! It is a she! A girl! My heart went crazy over a GIRL G.I.R.L. GIRL! What the hell is wrong with me! I couldn't even go and meet that guy! I was so disturbed by what happened that I couldn't face him! ARG! I mean I don't swing that way, right? Right?

-Mary

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June 10th, 2011

Apparently I am in two of her classes! Great. Absolutely wonderful. Amazing. and to top it off she began to talk to me today. I stayed quiet not because I wanted to but because I was so NERVOUS around her. If she were a guy I'd call this love, right? Maybe if I just stay quiet she'll think I'm boring and leave me alone? Yeah that should work.

-Mary

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June 22nd, 2011

She looked really sad today. Does she realize what that does to me! Well of course not... I'm a girl after all so it isn't like she pays that much attention to me... I mean I've understand what's wrong with me... well not wrong just not normal... I like girls... Correction I like Kokoro, or Koko, my classmate and now, as she proclaims, my friend. Worse of all she is the touchy feelly type making it so difficult not to do anything back. I'm still trying to be obstinate about getting to comfortable around her. I am already having trouble holding back how I feel. I really am such a freak...

-Mary

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July 2nd, 2011

She keeps texting me... I know I gave her my number and all but I... I just didn't expect this.... I mean I just can't say "Hey" or "Hello" are to casual, and "Hey sexy" is a definite no (Just thinking that is making me blush so hard), if I said "Hello <3" then she'd get suspicious, and in the end I take so much time trying to reply to hello it is about an hour later. No way can I reply back that late! Why? Why did I have to fall for a girl... *Unintelligent scribbles* I'm just going to go to sleep... I'm tired and frustrated...

-Mary

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July 5th, 2011

Today some guy confessed to Koko... She said no but... I was jealous... REALLY jealous... So jealous that I had completely forgotten today was the start of summer... I won't see her till September... September... Maybe a break is what I need. If I don't see her maybe I can get over her... It hurts... A lot... just thinking about getting over her. It's not like I even talk to her that much! Why am I so infatuated with her? Why? Sometimes I just curl up and cry into my pillow when I think what would happen if I told her "Ew! Stay away Freak!" *Small smugged spot from what appears to be water* - d I'm star- *Another splotch* -ry now... I'm going to bed...
*More splotches are dotted around the page*
-Mary

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July 25th, 2011

I was on my way back home when I saw Koko riding her bike. I didn't think much but I couldn't help but duck into a store to avoid being seen. I'm leaving for my Aunt's tomorrow so I went shopping for a little bit. To make things worse as I approached my apartment I saw Koko standing outside knocking on the door! Why did she come to my place? Of all the days it would be the day I don't shower and am wearing some old shirt and gym shorts that are a couple sizes too big for me. There was no way I could let her see me like that! After about five minutes she left and I quickly made my way inside. Of course though I realized AFTER the fact that that was my last chance to hang out with her the rest of summer! Why must my hindsight be so strong!

-Mary

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July 31st, 2011

Kill me. Kill me now. Please. I didn't realize it was her who sent me a text and I responded super CASUALLY! ARG! Of course she responded. She wanted to hang out! Of all things why ask now? I told her the truth trying to imitate my first text so nothing looks suspicious. I was frantic for an excuse when I realized that this conversation was going to continue... I remembered how it was always raining and told her that rain made me sleepy and that I was going to take a nap. Why can't I just talk to her like a normal person! It is going to make me go crazy! ARG! *Unintelligent scribbles and doodles fill the rest of the page*

-Mary <3

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August 15th, 2011

Koko Koko Koko Koko Koko Koko Koko Koko Koko Koko Koko Koko Koko... I WANT TO SEE HER SO BADLY. I am so bored here! I WANT TO GO HOME AND SEE KOKO! *Unintelligent scribbles and hearts* I have a picture of her on my phone from when she fell asleep in class once but all it does is make me want to see her more! ARG! I HATE RELATIVES! Please can we go home! I'm actually wishing for school again! I purposefully chose most of the classes she was in just to be around her more! So much for getting over her...

-Mary

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September 10th, 2011

Finally home... so sleepy... it is technically the 11th but *A small pool of liquid appears to have been spilt on the page but there isn't any apparent smears from the liquid*

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September 11th, 2011

I fell asleep at my desk yesterday... and I drooled all over the page... It's still slightly wet... gross... but school is tomorrow!

-Mary

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September 12th, 2011

I'm in a couple of her classes! I knew that none of my other friends were going to be in my classes but... I'm still really happy. Well, besides the fact that Koko's best friend, Sheryl, is in the class.

-Mary

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September 30th, 2011

We are hanging out tomorrow! Just going to go see a movie and get lunch but it feels a little like a date! *Hearts are surrounding the word "date"* I don't know what to wear! If I wear something too casual and she is more dressed I'll look like a fool but if I go to dressed up and she is casual I'll still look like a fool! *Included are a couple, surprisingly good, sketches of possible outfits The one of a blank blue tee and black jeans were circled*

-Mary

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October 1st, 2011

Today went great! The movie was really good but at times I caught Koko staring at me. I was afraid that something was wrong with my face and stuff but there was nothing. I can't wait to see her on Monday!

-Mary <3 <(O//.//O)> <3

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October 11th, 2011

Today I heard Sheryl and Koko fighting. My name was brought up a couple times. I think I should back off a little bit... I have been getting a little to close anyways. I keep forgetting at times we're just friends... My chest hurts... I'm going to bed...

-Mary

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October 13th, 2011

I tried to avoid Koko for the last two days but today she cornered me in the restroom. So looked so cute all determined like she was and I had trouble just stammering out the six words "I'm ruining your friendship with Sheryl." I quickly bolted while she was stunned but I had to go back to class and I was caught. She said everything would be fine and that I didn't need to avoid her. I still couldn't help but feel at fault... But I'm happy she isn't mad at me...

-Mary

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October 16th, 2011

It looks like things are getting better for Sheryl and Koko. It doesn't look like everything will go exactly back as it was before but things are getting better. She seems anxious about something though. I wonder what it is?

-Mary

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October 20th, 2011

I want to kill him. I really do. Who the hell does he think he is coming up and confessing to Koko! She is MINE! MINE! MINE! MINE! MINE! MINE! MINE! and to top it off he was an ass too!. I was so jealous that he could just tell her he liked her while I myself had to suffer in the background. I think Koko misunderstood and thought I liked him. As if! He is a stupid jock who thinks he is so great. Probably was kicked in the head by a horse when he was a kid! She caught me off guard when she asked and I almost said I liked her. That would of been bad. Though I could probably pass it off as friendship.

-Mary

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October 24th, 2011

He is back... Great I couldn't do anything without him getting in the middle of it! Arg! Go away stupid piece of shit! I just want to spend time with Koko!

-Mary

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October 31st, 2011

He is gone! Wahoo! Koko complained to the teacher and he can't go within five seats of her! HAHAHAHA I WIN! I WIN! Take that! And to make it all better I got my new phone AND Koko and I are going to go hang out this weekend! I can't wait! I'm just so happy! I'm even doing a little dance on my bed! God, I am so simple... *The rest of the page is filled with scribbles and hearts*

-Mary <3

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November 5th, 2011

OMG OMG OMG! Koko had to cancel today because she was sick. Now I couldn't just have her all alone at home sick so I decided I'd come by and check on her. SHE IS SO FRICKING CUTE! I ended up staying for a lot longer than I had planned and even made her some soup. To top it off I even hand fed her! It was embarrassing but OMG! I'm so happy! My mom even came and yelled at me to be quiet! LOL. To make up for it she promissed me a trip to the spa with her. Just us! I can't wait!

-Mary <3

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November 13th, 2011

I feel like I could die happy now! Also a little embarrassed! The spa was amazing but Koko caught me staring at her while she was changing. That was pretty bad but she didn't ask anything about it. The masseuse was amazing though. Before I knew all my knots and pains were gone. I could almost confess to Koko. ALMOST. Then it got better! The trains were shut down! Yep we had to stay and we only had enough for a one room bedroom. We both ended up sleeping on the bed together and oh boy was I in heaven!Oh but when I woke up the next morning I found myself using Koko as a pillow, a full body pillow..., she seemed upset when I let go though, and she didn't try to wake me or anything. Does she like me? or was she really too tired to care...

- Mary

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December 5th, 2011

She invited me to spend Christmas Eve with her! We are really getting along great! I think I'm going to confess to her then!

-Mary <3

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December 17th, 2011

I went shopping today! I had to get something to wear and none of my clothes were worthy of such an event! My mom has been starting to catch on and I told her about me being in love with a girl and to my surprise she pulled me into a hug and said "Good for you." I'm a little confused, happy, and shocked. I don't have a dad so that isn't a problem. In fact the only thing left is confessing...

-Mary

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December 24th, 2011

Should I have gotten her a present? What if she got me one? I'll look like an idiot! It's too late now! Even if the stores were open I didn't have enough money to get a bag for the present much less the present itself. Also today is the day I confess too! Maybe I should pretend to be sick... NO! I will do this! I will I will I will!

-Mary

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December 25th, 2011

... ... ... ... ... It wasn't a dream, right? Yesterday really did happen, right? I'm not crazy, right? We really are going out now... ... ... KYA!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!! Okay Okay I'll tell!

Yesterday started off just wandering around town looking at Christmas lights. They were stunning and bright and beautiful. She slipped and fell when she hit a patch of black ice. Her embarrassed face is so cute. Also since it was cold I asked to hold her hand, my hands were just fine! We both seemed to like the lights but we made our way to a park and sat near the fountain.

All around us were couples, even a few Girls kissing! It was pretty hot I have to say. We ended up just talking for about an hour. Somehow we got to my hatred of seafood. Long story short I don't like the taste the second time. I managed to veer her off onto a topic she loves; Anime and Manga. It was really interesting seeing her so avid and lively talking about it, I was even a little jealous of it. By the time we realized it we had to go and eat. We managed to get a table at a slightly popular Italian restaurant. After finishing she became extremely flustered when she realized she was ten dollars short of the bill and tip. I chipped in which upset her, not at me but at herself for not having enough. It felt like a date and I was going to confess. I was going to confess when we get to a more secluded area. We soon made our way off and walking about the park we were at previously. It was cold but I was warm. My whole body felt warm actually. I also had a skip in my step and when Koko suddenly stopped I almost went down. I skidded a little setting my stomach aflutter.

The next thing Koko was stuttering out that she had something to tell me. It soon became a battle of letting the other go first. And even though I go her to go first I was too impatient.

I grabbed her face and brought her in close and kissed her "I love you"

"Huh?" was all she responded before I repeated what I had said. She seemed to doubt me and I began to apologize before being pulled forward and her kissing me. She began to tease me after we released from the kiss and I only pulled her into a third kiss replying that the kisses were better than anything I could imagine. The rest of the night vanished as we "celebrated" our mutual feelings. Before I knew it it was one in the morning TWO hours after my curfew and THREE after hers! At this point it didn't matter if we ran home or not so she walked me home and with another kiss I walked inside. As I thought I got grounded. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be though. I would still get to see her on New Years.

-Mary

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December 31st, 2011

Today I'm no longer grounded! Koko is coming over in about an hour and is going to spend the night! I already told my mom all the details so she told us to keep the noises to a minimum and then tossed me a small box. She turned to leave for her room saying "Have fun." I opened the box to find it's contents. "MOM! We won't go that far!..." She just walked off with a laugh as the doorbell rang. "Ah she is early!" Quickly I looked for a place to hide the vibrator my mom had given me before greeting my girlfriend at the door.

Now as for the rest... That's another story.

-Mary

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A/N: Well there it is the sequel to Koko's story again in diary format. In fact I correlated the two and everything giving in more details on certain things that Koko didn't cover. I hope you liked it!